Surface water http://litagain79.mosaicglobe.com/journal/783 en-us 40 ....I see this grave stone, and it draws me near.  Next to it stands a young girl, about 12 years of age.  She has kind eyes, and seems to be waiting for someone.  As I draw closer I see she is not alone.  There are others waiting beside her in this darkness.  Waiting for what I don't know.  As they stand there, the wind blows silently through the trees.  I can feel it's crisp breath on my face.  She smiles now at me to let me know she is happy that I am there.  They all do.  In some weird way I feel at home in this place.  As if I belong to some sort of superficial race beyond the heavens and somewhere in a dream.  I know her, and she knows me.  Almost as if she is my daughter, from another life.  Perhaps I have stepped throu time and have not realized my passage.  When this happened to me, I was draw away from the others and feel as if i was floating on a cloud of earth & sky.  I don't  understand what others believe, but I know what & how I feel.  Cause i have this gift and am so into it....others fear me.  Some don't even realize the concept of life....love.  Love is not just a feeling, it's an experience.  Love for thyself or love for another, it doesn't matter.  Everything I see or think about these spirits, i always hear the voice in the back of my mind say, love.  Love yourself and the rest of the world will love you too.  Though it's not just about you, you actually have to give a damn for others as well.  It may cause you pain, but that part of life.  Do I morn for lost love?  No, I treat it as a gained experience and memories past.  When I'm down or have become tired, all I have to do is think of the good times in my life...and remember.  Some do and won't understand this logic, but that's their loss.  All things happen for a reason.  Everyday we get up to a continuing story of our lives.  We meet other souls along the way, and sometimes we lose our best friends.  It's all part of the never ending story.  Sure we try and perfect our path, but it doesn't let us get away that easy.   The time we spend looking for our other half, we lose ourselves.  Instead we should just be ourselves and luck will come to us.  For it's a chance meeting.  Only when we are ready will we find our soulmate.  Are they really out there?  Sure they are, but you must be patient and have faith.  Faith in them and faith in yourself.  We all must listen to.....the wind in the tree's and there we shall find the keys......to life and love. Fri, 17 Feb 2006 02:58:10 CST http://litagain79.mosaicglobe.com/blog/783/entry/655 http://litagain79.mosaicglobe.com/blog/783/entry/655